Friday, May 31, 2013

Halee's last email from the MTC!

Hey Fam!
Hope you're all having so much fun in California but not too much fun without me! I miss you guys! Welp its Friday so that means it's my P-day! Whuddup! We get to go do a session at the temple today so I'm freakn stoked cause we didnt get to go last week.  I just got all my laundry done so now I've got lots of clean clothes yayyyyy. Thanks so much for all your letters and packages they make me so happy! Its the absolute best to get mail everyday! And mom thanks for the card reader!! Hopefully I'll be able to send some pics today! Oh and the queso and chips were definitely a hit! haha Everybody pretty much hates me cause I get mail everyday but I dont even care I freakn love it so keep em comin! Ali, I got your letter and package... Thanks so much! Its so cool! I sent a letter back at home so youll probs get it when you get home from cali. I also sent a pretty detailed letter home about my first sunday here and some other experiences so look for that when you all get home too! Things are going pretty darn well here tho. The first week was probably the longest week of my life but as soon as Sunday hit everything has flown by! Honestly the days feel like weeks here but the weeks feel like days. Its super weird thinking that this time next week i'll be in Iowa! Im stoked tho... it'll be good.

As far as our investigator Jill goes.... She committed to be baptized on the 23rd! Its been a long time coming with her but its been so amazing to see her faith in Jesus Christ and His atonement grow and still continue to grow. I can already tell that this work will be the most rewarding work i will ever do in my life.

But hows everything going with all of you?? Hows it being out of school Ry and Em? Send me pics of everyone at the beach! Especially Bro Bro, Henry, and Kate!!
 
I love you guys so much! I miss you all and hope all is well with everyone! 

Again, I love you! And hope you are all having a blast!

I love the Lord. His gospel is the greatest thing on this earth. And I'm gonna go baptize myself outta a job!:)

LOVE YOU!!
Sister Rogers

She's pretty proud of that name badge! 
Halee being Halee! 
Halee, Sister Pratt & Sister Stapley.    Already making wonderful friends!
  

 Halee and Sister Despain with President and Sister Thornock from our ward!
 She ran into 2 of her Snow volleyball teammates at the Provo Temple!  Nicole & Madi!
 The 2 zone leaders she works with..Elder Brown & Elder Allred
Their zone (minus 1 district)

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Halee's first Sunday (5-26-13) in the MTC...(hand written letter) pretty lengthy, but worth reading!

Hey Everyone!

Guess What?  I MADE IT TO SUNDAY!!!  ha, ha.  Nah it really hasn't been that bad at all here.  We are just busy a lot! But don't get me wrong, I'm so stoked to leave!!! ha ha.  I couldn't imagine more than two weeks in the MTC and God must know that as well cause that's all I'm here for! YAY!  We got all of our itineraries for when we leave and everything so I'm super pumped about that!  We leave at 5am on Wednesday June 5th with all of the other Sisters and Elders leaving to Des Moines.  We have a layover in Minneapolis so we are flying or sitting in an airport for most of the day that day.  They said we couldn't prosylite in the Salt Lake Airport but as soon as we take off from there it's FREE GAME!  ha ha. So Ima pack a bunch of BOM's in my carry on :)

Experiencing my first Sunday here was awesome!  We had a lot to do but it was still freakin sweet.  The best part was that we got to wake up at 6:30 and didn't have to be ready until 7:30 instead of 7!  It was the greatest think ever cause I got to straighten my hair & stuff.  I looked super cute, haha!  So in the morning we had study time for awhile and then I had Branch Council.  It's where the branch presidency meets with all the zone leaders, district leaders and sister training leader (Me) and talk about concerns in our districts and what we can do to be more of Exceptional Missionaries as opposed to average missionaries!  And I'm pretty sure the Branch President loves me...just sayin :)  So after my meetings I met back up with my comp and we went over to Relief Society.  At the MTC the women all watch "Music & The Spoken Word" before we start Relief Society.  It was so good!  And at the beginning of RS all the sisters stood up (this place was PACKED) and sand a different version of "As Sisters In Zion" about being Sister Missionaries.  It was so powerful!  Definitely a tear jerker!  ACtually the whole day was a tear jerker but I'll get around to that in a minute.  So during RS one of the Sister Missionaries, who was a convert to the church, told the story of her conversion.  It was so incredible to hear.  Her mom had disowned her when she was like 16 because she was reading the BOM. So she picked up all of her stuff that her deeply southern Baptist mother had thrown out on their front lawn and put it in her car.  She then lived out of her car and slept in a parking lot of Walmart for 2 weeks.  One of her friends found out and took her in and adopted her and she continued to go to church and meet with the missionaries.  On her baptismal day she got a text from her mom, who she hadn't heard from in a VERY long time, that said this: "It's your mom.  I will take you back.  I will take you back if you just don't get baptized."  Can you imagine deciding between having your mom back and being baptized against your moms will?  That must've been so extremely hard on her.  After almost not getting  baptized, this sister went ahead and was baptized.  When she came up out of the water her mom was there.  The mom said to her daughter, "It's okay.  I'm your mom and I love you.  And I will support you."  It was one of the most powerful things to hear coming from that Sister and the spirit was so strong in that meeting.  She is such and inspiration.  The rest of the Relief Society went on and it was all so good.  After RS, we had more study time and then headed to lunch.  After lunch we had a District meeting with our Branch President.  Then we had our temple walk with our zone!  That was way fun and I'll be sending pictures on Friday!  But guess who I ran into there?  Nicole Koehler & Madi Packard from my team at Snow!  It was so so so good to see them!  It literally made my day.  Ahhhh I'm getting so happy again just thinking about it!! Look for pics on friday with my email!!!

After the temple walk we had sacrament meeting.  That was way good and we had to say goodbye to the departing district in our zone.  So that was sad but they are all going to do so amazing in South Dakota!  Seriously, they were awesome!

After sacrament meeting I had to go to a new Zone Leader/Sister Training Leaders meeting where basically we talked about our duties as Zone Leaders and how to be examples and stuff.  We went through our schedule as Sister Training Leaders for next week!  Basically I get to give a bunch of orientations to the new missionaries entering in on Wednesday.  Also, we might get the chance to welcome an international missionary from Australia!  I'm super stoked!  Let's hope he's an Elder and he's good-looking and his Aussie accent makes him more good-looking!!! haha Nah, I'm just kidding, I'm not about that life! :)  But I'm so so so excited to welcome these new missionaries in because I know that I looked up to my Sister Training Leader so much and she helped out a bunch!  So I hope that I can be that to those incoming Sisters as well!  Pray for me to be able to fulfill this assignment please!  I'm probs going to need it!

After that awesome meeting I ate with Mindy Marsh from Mt. View and her companion for dinner.  After dinner we had some more study time and then it was time for the Sunday Night MTC Devotional.  Stephen A. Allen was speaking to us that night.  So he gets up to speak to all the missionaries in the MTC and says, "I had everything planned out tonight that I was going to show you all some of the commercials the church has put out and make you all laugh and have a great time.  But a few moments ago I found out that after this devotional you would all be watching Sister Monson's Funeral Service and I was prompted by the spirit to not teach what I had planned but through the power of the Holy Ghost prepare you all to watch this funeral service."  He said that and we were all kinda just like, well that's sweet but good luck, you're one brave soul!  ha ha.  He then proceeded to tell us missionaries to say a quick little prayer in our minds with concerns, questions, and fears that we might have the he would like to address and that he would receive promptings from the Holy Ghost as to what he should speak to us about.  I'm not going to go into detail as to what he spoke to us about, simply because I think it was so directed at us missionaries, but I will say this...It was one of the most powerful experiences I have ever had in my entire life.  The spirit that was felt in that building was that of complete understanding and comfort towards us missionaries.  There was not a dry eye in the building.  What Brother Allen was prompted by the Holy Ghost to say that evening to us all was EXACTLY what every missionary in there needed to hear.  He even at one point stopped mid-sentence and paused for a moment...After a few seconds of silence he looked up and said "Sorry, I just received another prompting."  He then called up to the media booth to have them show us a video.  It was one of the videos they show in the Mesa Temple Visitors Center.  The ones that the little kids usually watch.  It was entitled "Splash".  I've seen that video probably 50 or so times and it has never hit me like that before.  That experience in that devotional that evening is a true testament of how much God cares and loves us.  So much that he gave on of his valued followers impressions from the Holy Ghost to serve as a mouthpiece.  God knows us so intimately and knows of our deepest desire we hold in our hearts.  He loves us more than we could ever comprehend here in this life.  Revelations through the Holy Ghost is REAL.  I've experienced it so many times here.   This being the most profound time.  I want you all to know how much our Father In Heaven loves us and how much He wants us to be happy.  That's why I shared that story with you all because I know by reading it you guys can feel of that love that I am talking about.  I love you guys!

After that incredible devotional, we proceeded to watch Sister Monson's funeral service.  It was so touching to hear the kind words of her daughter and of Henry B. Eyring & Elder Uchtdorf.  Frances Monson lived such an inspiring life.  It breaks my heart to see President Monson without his eternal companion on this earth, but it is so comforting to know that everything has a purpose and Sister Monson's purpose on this earth had been fulfilled.  I'm so grateful for those experiences that I was able to have that night.

So that was my first Sunday here!  And dang did it set the bar high for next Sunday!  But I guess that means it's just gonna be so incredible next week!  Like mind-blowing stuff!  In the words of Adam Sierra, "I'm gonna be so high on Jesus!" :)

Whoever said "make it to Sunday" is a liar...the Monday is rough!  We had our first TRC today...which is where we get a real life investigator that is not our teacher.  Well technically they are actors, but it gives such a real simulation of what our experience with investigators out in the field will be like.  So before, all the zone leaders and people from the other districts were telling us about this one TRC investigator named Daniel.  They were telling us how difficult he was and how they all had terrible experiences.  He made like so many Sister companionships come out of their lessons crying.  Some people didn't even get past the door approach when they were scheduled to meet 45 mintues with them.  Well...guess who got assigned to Daniel for their first TRC?  This freakin girl.  YAY...not.  As you could imagine I was terrified!  So for a couple of days me and my comp are studying and praying to know what to teach him.  We get a great lesson prepared and we are just so pumped to go teach him!  So we head over to his door and knock.  He opened and is just GLARING at us.  We told him who we were and told him that his friend from college Jeremy referred him to us.  Get this...HE DOESN'T EVEN LIKE THE GUY THAT REFERRED HIM!!!! So we started off pretty strong with that one.  We asked if we could take a minute to share a message about Jesus Christ and he was all "No!  I'm Catholic!  I have my own beliefs!  And I don't have time to meet with you!"  So basically I was thinking in my head...well great, we aren't even gonna make it past the door!  So I kinda just took the topic off of the church for a sec and started talking to him about his gamily and how exciting it is that he has another child on the way to kind soften him up a bit.  It totes worked.  He was like "how about you guys come in for a minutes....I don't want anyone to see me talking to you."  So that wasn't really the reason we were hoping for...but I'll take what I can get!  So we go in and sit down and he asks us where we are from.  So we tell him we are both from Arizona, he got such a cold/harsh look on his face and pointed to the door and was like "Get out!  Get out of my house!"  Dead serious.  I was so freakin terrified!!!  So when I asked him why he told us that us Arizonans were all racist and hated Mexicans.  And that we looked racist and sounded racist.  I was like uhhhhh...dude I'm not racist. He's like seriously get out of my house now!  He's like, prove to me that you aren't like the racist people in Arizona!  So then we were trying to tell him that we aren't like that and that we love everyone!  He then told us some stories about how him and his family have been discriminated against by the people in Arizona.  And through all of this Daniel wouldn't even look at me.  He kept his eyes on Sister Despain the whole time.  Directed his questions to her and listened to her as she spoke.  Every time I would go to say something he would pick up his phone and act disinterested.  So in my head I'm thinking this is God telling me "Halee!  Shut the heck up!"  So that's what I did.  I shut up. ha ha!  But we listened to Daniel and grew to understand his situation a little more.  We definitely turned the lesson around.  We were able to talk about God's love for us and it turned out really good.  Sister Despain did awesome in talking to him and relating to him.  Before our 45 minutes were up he had asked some questions that we didn't really know the answers to.  So I suggested to Daniel that we go home and study in our scriptures so that we could find an answer and come back and share what we learned with him.  He agreed!  So we totes got a return appointment which not a lot of companionships do with Daniel.  So it started off so rough but turned out pretty dang decent!  Let's hope everything goes better next time tho!

So guys, those are the experiences of the seek that I really wanted to share with you all!  It's awesome here, but I also can't wait to get out!  Probably the hardest thing for me so far is being with a companion 24/7...haha, Yah I mean I love my companion but I can only handle so much.  Let's just say that I like to go  to the bathroom a lot.  But other than that things are going great!  I love you all! :)

Love,
Sister Rogers

P.S.  Please put these letters up on the blog for everyone to read!
P.P.S.  This is a long letter, don't expect it every time!
P.P.P.S  Please send me stamps :)


Friday, May 24, 2013


Halee's MTC companion, Sister Kelsey Despain.  This is how they both arrived at the MTC.  Couldn't be any more perfect.  Kelsey went to Gilbert HS (rival) so they didn't really know each other before. 

Halee's first email home!- 5-24-13

Hey Guys!!!
So everything has been going so well here! My official P-day is Friday! So I get to come on the computers for an hour and email and then I get to do my laundry and stuff. Its way awesome! I sent home a letter of my first day so you guys should be getting that soon! It was such a crazy day! But heres some news... Yesterday I was given the assigment as Sister Training Zone Coordinator, which is basically a girl Zone leader! So I'm over all the sister missionaries in my zone! (3-4 districts). I work with the other two guy zone leaders in our branch and just kinda work hand in hand with the branch presidency. Its sweet! So this time next week I will be showing all the new sister missionaries in my zone around and showing them how to work the MTC! haha Everything is going SO SO SO great! I love you guys! Me and my companion, Sister Despain, are getting ready to teach an investigator today. Her name is Jill, and Im so freakn pumped!! Her husband and two kids are members and she has read the book of mormon before so today we are gonna give her a lesson on how families are pretty much AWESOME!!!! and we are gonna commit her to reading the Book of Mormon again and pray to know if its true! I hope everything goes well!!!! The spirit is so amazing. He has been guiding us SO much to know what to teach Jill. Its gonna be awesome! I love you guys so much!!! and I miss you! But I absolutely love what Im doing here. Ive never felt so close to my Savior. I know with all my heart that this is the true church! Sorry Its so short and Ill send pictures next week! Look for that letter in the mail Mom and Dad! Love you

Thursday, May 23, 2013

DAY ONE IS DONE!! 5-22-13 (hand written letter)

FAM BAM!
Day one is Done!  Man it has seriously been so crazy and one definitely one of the longest days I've eery had.  Honestly and I'm not even joking when I say this but I seriously feel like I have been here for at least a week already.  As soon as I was dropped off at the MTC, a "host" sister, Sister Harper, who was learning Japanese and was from England and still had 5 weeks left at the MTC, took me to get all checked in and stuff.  I received my name tag!  Which was actually a lot smaller than I thought it was.  But I feel super official now that I have it.  On our name tag it had a little pink dot to let everyone else know in the MTC that it was our first day.  So I probably got well over 100 "Welcome to the MTC" from other missionaries that have already been there.  After that, Sister Harper took me to my classroom to meet my District, teachers and companion.  Guess who my companion is?  Kelsey Despain or Sister Despain as I should say.  But that's not even the best part...we freakn matched outfits!  haha oh man it was like a bad first day of high school.  But it was so funny.  We took a picture so I'll have to send it.  But all day long people kept telling us cute we were, and asking us if we planned it.  Ya, it was pretty hilarious.  But we seriously get along so well.  She's Awesome!  She went to Gilbert High, so that kinda sucks, but I'll definitely give that tiger some words of wisdom as a Highland Hawk.  But the first day was super crazy!  We met with our district and learned a bunch of stuff about what our purpose is here as a missionary.  After that we went in a room with all the new missionaries and met the MTC presidency.  That was cool and they were all way nice.  I've seen a CRAP LOAD of people I know here.  Mostly from Snow College, but a few from high school.  I ran into Kelsey Foutz, she's going to L.A. and she's so cute!  But anyways, after meeting with the MTC presidency we all made our way into the cafeteria to eat dinner.  Chicken fried steak...yum?  ha ha , well it wasn't my favorite thing but I ate it anyways cause, 1.  I was starving and 2.  It was 4:15 and I wasn't going to be getting another meal for the rest of the night.  So we ate dinner and then went to what they call a "teaching experience".  We go into a room with about 50 other Elders and Sisters and we all had one "investigator" at the front of the room.  Let me tell you though, even though most of these "investigators" were actors...they were DANG GOOD ONES.  I really felt as people began to speak and give thoughts that the "investigator" was acting like a real investigator would aft.  So one time I straight up thought this black girls named Lawanna was gonna fight this sister missionary cause she had offended her.  It was nuts!  But it was such a great learning experience.  I learned that being a missionary isn't about my relationship with an investigator but Christ's relationship with them, and about showing them how to feel Christ's love for them.  So that experience was definitely the highlight of my day.

After that, we went to our zone meeting and met with two other districts that are in our zone.  All 11 Sister missionaries in our zone are going to Des Moines as well!  So that's tight.  Also, the two sisters I knew from Snow and high school, Sister Stapley and Sister Pratt are both in my zone, so I get to see them quite oftern.  All the Elders in our zone are either going to Des Moines or Mesa, AZ.  Woot woot!  I really like my zone leaders, Elder Lott & Elder Duvall.  As well as our Sister Missionary Zone Trainer (basically a girl zone leader) Sister Richardson.  She is way AWESOME!  After our zone meeting we headed back to our residence hall and did some personal studying before bed and then it was time for lights out at 10:30!  I was so exhausted by the end of the day, I had absolutely no trouble falling asleep!

So that wraps up briefly day one here!  It's way exciting Stuff.

I miss you all!  But I'm loving what I am doing here serving the Lord!

The church is true.  The spirit rocks and I love this gospel.

LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!
Sister Rogers Out!

P.S.  Have so much fun in Cali!!!!

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

My Decision to Serve

It's really crazy thinking that I am leaving for the MTC in 15 days. I don't feel ready. I can feel Satan trying his absolute hardest to deter me off my path. At times I feel scared thinking about my mission. Wondering if I am really cut out for it. A lot of times I just feel inadequate, like I don't know enough to be able to teach others of its truthfulness. But every time I pray to my Father in heaven He reminds me of why I decided to serve a mission in the first place. I was in my third semester at Snow College. Volleyball season had just wrapped up and it was time to get my recruiting started. A couple months earlier when the Prophet first announced the age change for when missionaries could serve I didn't really think anything of it, but as I was trying to figure out what I was going to do for school and volleyball the next year and where I was going to transfer I became confused and frustrated. So frustrated that every email back from a coach or school said they were interested but didn't have any scholarships left, or they had finished up their recruiting class for that year. I sent over 150 emails in a matter of 3 weeks. I'd say about 70 schools actually emailed me back.... all rejections. Awesome right??? not so much. I had no idea what to do. I can remember countless nights where I would drive into Manti about 10 minutes away and park in front of the reflection pool of the temple and just cry. Cry and plead with my Heavenly Father to help me to know what to do. For a few weeks I prayed continually, read my scriptures daily, and often studied my patriarchal blessing. I was so filled with the spirit but I could not seem to get an answer as to what I should do. Then almost as a last ditch effort I decided to go do baptisms at the temple. Before I left I knelt down in prayer and begged God to help me to have the faith that I would receive an answer to my prayer in the temple that morning. Immediately I felt comfort and I drove off to the temple. Now usually when I go do baptisms I go in, they check my recommend, they give me clothes and I go change and perform the baptisms and confirmations. But this time when I walked in, they gave me clothes and I went and changed. And when I came out to go do confirmations, one of the temple workers asked if he could share a quick scripture with me about the work I was going to do in the temple. I said sure and so we sat down and he opened up to Doctrine and Covenants 18:15-16. That scripture reads:


 And if it so be that you should labor all your days in crying repentance unto this people, and bring, save it be one asoul unto me, how great shall be your joy with him in the kingdom of my Father!
 16 And now, if your joy will be great with one soul that you have brought unto me into the akingdom of my Father, how great will be your bjoy if you should bring many csouls unto me!


Immediately I began to cry. And of course the temple worker was a little perplexed as to why that scripture had hit me so hard cause all he was talking about was the work of baptisms in the temple, but I knew that God was telling me about MISSIONARY WORK. And all that mattered was that this scripture was the answer to my prayers. I knew EXACTLY what I needed to do after I was finished at Snow. The spirit was so strong and it had confirmed to me with no doubt that I needed to go and serve a mission. I am so grateful for that temple worker that was so in tune with the spirit and listened to the prompting he received to share that scripture with me. The temple is the only place on earth where the Spirit constantly dwells.

This church is true. And Christ's Gospel is the truest thing on this earth. I am so excited to be able to share that truthfulness with others! 15 days people!!!!!! This is gettin real!